get from round me.

yes bitches was on a little hiatus from blogspot so hmm where should i start off? well its been a hot minute since ive updated so i came back with a semi hot layout . kept it plain and cute. anyways so recently ive been job huntin and also still tryna get to my goal weight which is 175-180lbs . waist size 32/34. i keep reading about diet plans via inet but like all look like so much work and people always say you cant starve yourself to lose weight...then how are anerexic people so skinny? hmph. makes sence...

last friday i went to this poppin club with my homegirl candra and her 2 friends and i got throwed...well actually beyond throwed i got shit faced. had 7 cups of vodka and juice and i threw up ina corner of the club thank god nobody saw me cept a bouncer who had his other bouncers kick me out lmao . and apparently i was cussin and tryna push them off me but trust when i tell you..i dont even remember that night. AT ALL! cept getting home and stumbling to get to the bathroom to shower and puke more. ugh never again will i drink that much on an empty stomach. my friends have pics as blackmail but i swear if they get posted there will be some deaths.

what happened to that boy jovanny? lmao wow what a waste of time. i guess either he got scared or just i dont know because after we went on our date he stopped calling and texting and i would text him and nothing so whatever fuck it . it wasnt me cuz he came onto me and asked me to sleep over and he was the one dancing on me and flirting with me and kissing me..fuck outta here weird ass. so yeah im not talking to ANYBODY right now which is a first cuz usually im talking to someone. im just gunna focus on me right now. try to work hard and have fun. feel me? but other then that nothin much..same old shit different day. my sleep schedule is wack so needa work on that .. but yeah thats all for now . comments would be good..ima chill a little before i hit the gym for 3 hours. - peace.

bloggin from tampa.

so yeah im at my besties crib. i surprised her for her 19th bday by coming up here with out other good friend candra and she was happy. but yeah im bloggin before i go with her and her boyfriend and candra and they i guess getting tatts. i did think about getting one but my mother would kill my ass. my mama is a catholic and feels that tatts are the sign of satan or some shit lol so i dont want her to kick my ass out . so ima just be a good boy! was gunna do another piercing but ehhh rather keep the money for something more important . anyways nothin really been going on. still unemployed and looking for work but there isnt anything out there...so i guess ima have to go work at a fast food place. ugh =/ which sux . but whatever i need to get my cash up asap. this recession got me and alot of americans FUCKED UP!

umm yeah so that club that changed rules on me is open back up to 18 year olds. THANK GOD! but now the price is 15 dollars for entry....wtf? ummmmmm lol its bad enough gotta spend 20 bucks on gas to get there now 15 for entry? pshhh ill be going twice a month if that. lol but i am happy its open to 18 year olds again because the palm beach gay clubs are shitty and its all the same faces so yeah.

i just got back from seeing "my sisters keeper" and it was long but sad. didnt ball my eyes out like i thought i would but i did get choked up at some parts but 1 outta 5 ima give it a 4 ina half. cant wait to see tyler perrys new movie "i can do bad by myself" and this movie called "precious" which is about a fat black girl and mo'nique is in it...looks really sad. but yeah nothing really much else cept im talking to somebody new...his name is jovanny...sexy right? lol he's real cute and we got a date on saturday...well semi-date we just chillen at his crib lol so yeah he makes me smile alot and laugh...so thats 2 pluses...but then again im not gunna fall for it til i see em in person...ive had too many experiences w/ dudes acting different in person so we shall see. anyways ima end it here. comments would be cool . ciao!

chile i guess.

so yeah this weekend was okay . had to work on friday and saturday made 110 bucks in 2 nights which where can you make that at? lol exactly no where. on friday just went home and watched sex and the city dvd series and fell asleep. saturday went to club chances w/ my bitches angie and her girlfriend tip and got my dance on. tired of that club tho. for 2 reasons...its all age and hate being ina place w/ mostly jits and its straight . full of thugs walkin around thinkin they the shit when they a mess all half steppin and shit . i love watchin them try to dance on females and the girls are like "uh uh nigga back up" lmao . but yeah and then sunday well i think this needs its own section...ugh

sunday...went to the movies with my homeboy danny and saw that cartoon movie UP lol why? because danny left his ID at home so we couldnt see a rated R movie and that UP movie was the only one playing so whatev it was pretty damn funny. then went home got some ice cream on the way and watched a chunky monkey watching sex & the city and lewis hit me up..wanting to hook up. lol well im like fuck i just ate ice cream and my stomach hurts so i took some gas x to take it away..showered..got ready and went over there after he begged for 10 minutes. started making out and took off clothes and then i went downtown for a little bit and then im like okay i guess we can fuck so he put on a condom..we both lubed up and he put in a little bit and lord did it hurt . and that was just like the head and his shit is much longer im like fuck .. had to take deep breaths and dig my head in the pillow...then i said stop .. keep taking it slow .. so he did and kept asking if i was okay and i just said keep going so we was hunching for like 2 minutes then my stomach started turning and hurting im like i cant stop stop and the pain from my stomach plus taking it in the butt i couldnt relax so yeah and i just went in the bathroom splashed water on my face..and yeah...i said we gotta do this another time and he seemed mad so i went home and yeah it hasnt been really cool between us . and i saw i left my ID at his crib so had to go back last night to get it and i guess he wanted a kiss but didnt give him one .. always good to be a tease .. so idk . im not tryna be a booty call . tired of that . im looking for the REAL thing but ugh whatev . like im not desperate or nothing im semi picky but still just wanna have that feeling of bein with someone again ughh i guess the only bitches who understand me are the brawds on sex & the city . oh and i lightend my hair .. ill have pixx of it soon =]

me and my homie danny wanna go on a roadtrip i guess to tampa or whatev to bushe gardens since he never been. so im thinkin since my bestie lives there and she got this free pass thing for bushe gardens...ill use her free pass..and danny just buys his ticket and pays for gas and ill pay for the hotel..thats fair right? cuz i wanna get away too and just take a little time away from palm beach. like i hate it here but then again i cant leave i dont get it! so yeah gotta talk to him more bout that and i also wanna go to bushe gardens cuz the last time i went...i went for 30 minutes cuz i got food poisioning and was barfing like non-stop so yeah lol not cute.

im ready for kanye and gaga to go on tour - think ima go to that! and one of my favorite comedians KATHY GRIFFIN coming in august down here so ima go see her since i missed her last show! and i love her attitude and how she makes fun of people its hilarious so yeah probly gunna tell my sis who loves her too and we will probly go but yeah well this shit is too long . im done . comments would be great . thnx