Tuesday, June 16, 2009

chile i guess.

so yeah this weekend was okay . had to work on friday and saturday made 110 bucks in 2 nights which where can you make that at? lol exactly no where. on friday just went home and watched sex and the city dvd series and fell asleep. saturday went to club chances w/ my bitches angie and her girlfriend tip and got my dance on. tired of that club tho. for 2 reasons...its all age and hate being ina place w/ mostly jits and its straight . full of thugs walkin around thinkin they the shit when they a mess all half steppin and shit . i love watchin them try to dance on females and the girls are like "uh uh nigga back up" lmao . but yeah and then sunday well i think this needs its own section...ugh

sunday...went to the movies with my homeboy danny and saw that cartoon movie UP lol why? because danny left his ID at home so we couldnt see a rated R movie and that UP movie was the only one playing so whatev it was pretty damn funny. then went home got some ice cream on the way and watched a chunky monkey watching sex & the city and lewis hit me up..wanting to hook up. lol well im like fuck i just ate ice cream and my stomach hurts so i took some gas x to take it away..showered..got ready and went over there after he begged for 10 minutes. started making out and took off clothes and then i went downtown for a little bit and then im like okay i guess we can fuck so he put on a condom..we both lubed up and he put in a little bit and lord did it hurt . and that was just like the head and his shit is much longer im like fuck .. had to take deep breaths and dig my head in the pillow...then i said stop .. keep taking it slow .. so he did and kept asking if i was okay and i just said keep going so we was hunching for like 2 minutes then my stomach started turning and hurting im like i cant stop stop and the pain from my stomach plus taking it in the butt i couldnt relax so yeah and i just went in the bathroom splashed water on my face..and yeah...i said we gotta do this another time and he seemed mad so i went home and yeah it hasnt been really cool between us . and i saw i left my ID at his crib so had to go back last night to get it and i guess he wanted a kiss but didnt give him one .. always good to be a tease .. so idk . im not tryna be a booty call . tired of that . im looking for the REAL thing but ugh whatev . like im not desperate or nothing im semi picky but still just wanna have that feeling of bein with someone again ughh i guess the only bitches who understand me are the brawds on sex & the city . oh and i lightend my hair .. ill have pixx of it soon =]

me and my homie danny wanna go on a roadtrip i guess to tampa or whatev to bushe gardens since he never been. so im thinkin since my bestie lives there and she got this free pass thing for bushe gardens...ill use her free pass..and danny just buys his ticket and pays for gas and ill pay for the hotel..thats fair right? cuz i wanna get away too and just take a little time away from palm beach. like i hate it here but then again i cant leave i dont get it! so yeah gotta talk to him more bout that and i also wanna go to bushe gardens cuz the last time i went...i went for 30 minutes cuz i got food poisioning and was barfing like non-stop so yeah lol not cute.

im ready for kanye and gaga to go on tour - think ima go to that! and one of my favorite comedians KATHY GRIFFIN coming in august down here so ima go see her since i missed her last show! and i love her attitude and how she makes fun of people its hilarious so yeah probly gunna tell my sis who loves her too and we will probly go but yeah well this shit is too long . im done . comments would be great . thnx

2 comments:

J-Jones said...

first to comment. :] & i'm talking to you on aim. but yeaa... i'm sorry it hurt that bad. =/ it's good that you got ya'self out of it though before something went wrong. who gives a fucc if he's mad... he needs to be considerate of ya feelings. so... i'm guessing this means you're a bottom?? have you ever been a top?? you don't have to answer that; i'm just curious.

Anthony said...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg you did it ! it does hurt though; & he shouldn't have gotten mad, shit you should've stuck it in him & then he'll know what it feels like, that shit hurts like a bitch ! but hopefully things work out between you & him.

mm, i LOVE lady gaga, with a passion; she's amazing. hopefully you have fun seeing them & kathy griffin. =]